New energy again ^^ (SORRY FOR LONG TEXT! :O)

I really have strange days this weeks o.oU
I usually can be so happy or so sad in a moment but... with much more logic and with much more control o.o
Usually, some details, stupid details can make me feel ultra happy, or depressed, but... this days I am too much sensible, and also more irascible.

I am fighting everytime with myself to be happy, but suddenly, a stupid detail can make me feel so depressed or so angry, or... Well, it's obvious something is still wrong in my mind.
Anyway, it's finally changing, I think ^o^
I think most of that are consecuences of things that happened in Agoust, whose consecuences I have suffered last two months, in different ways.
But I think I am finally wining ^o^
Anyway, I still have to fight a lot and being so careful, but now I feel my energy is totally different! :)
As diferent as I am inspirate with my own stories (fan fics, own fics, etc...) and I feel so much more creative in general, and it's a very very excellent sign in me! ^o^

Of course, I am also feeling I begin to have calm in my mind and motivation again :)
Although I still can't be sure everything it's ok at all, but I am doing my best! >.<
But I'll can meet my adorable Angel and another excellent and loved friend and I am ULTRA MEGA HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! *o*

HAHAHA!! :D

And I hope I will can get some pokémon stuff for my cyber sis!! o(^o^)o Poor her! She can't go, but I would be super happy if I can get some cute stuff for her!! :D

AAAH I am also begining to prepare my travel to Japan, and every friends is supporting me a lot! *o* My Japanese friends also are supporting me TOO MUCH!! o(^o^)o and they want to help me there!! ^^ Haha! So adorable!!

OOH Sorry for long text!! :O
I always write so much... haha!! ^^UU
You can imagine how much I talk in person!! XD
Although I am shy.
And I usually know how when I have to stay quiet
OK OK I STOOOOP WRITTING FINALLY!! HAHA :D

BYEBYEEEEEEE! ^o^